imagine pestilence and war just playing behind me

one day when my life is more stable i want to get 4 cats and name them after the four horsemen of the apocalypse

is my new pc good enough

time to do some trip planning

just did something really difficult. but i did it.

proud of myself.

only cried a little.

i don’t think it’ll ever be close to the same again. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same again. but i hope this brings closure. eventually.

so much regret, so much pain.

these are going to be a very difficult few weeks.

some ppl are so mean

this has been one of the craziest weeks of my life and it’s all been in my head lol

blehhhhhhhhhhhh

i kinda wanna learn how to make music or maybe go back to drawing because i want a way to convey the way my soul feels in art

this doll requires walks

i showered and got all ready for bed but i wanna go walk around again ;w;

despite not being good at the game, or editing

i decided to make a random clip dump from some of the tf2 ive been playing

gonna try to make more of these

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bD-1X7ZxutM

i feel really weird today, cannot put my finger on it

need to play more dark souls :^)

listening to breakcore and screaming at the ceiling

so fucking tired lol like literally falling asleep at its desk

Finding it strange the way things keep working out surrounding this one